Is there more than: Life is Hard and Then You Die?!?
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Prayers Answered by Crosses ~ John Newton
I asked the Lord that I might grow in faith and love and every grace,
Might more of His salvation know, and seek more earnestly His face.
"Twas He who taught me thus to pray; and He, I trust, has answered prayer;
But it has been in such a way as almost drove me to despair.
I hoped that in some favored hour, at once He'd answer my request,
And by His love's constraining power, subdue my sins and give me rest.
Instead of this, He made me feel the hidden evils of my heart,
And let the angry powers of hell assault my soul in every part.
Yea, more, with His own hand He seemed intent to aggravate my woe,
Crossed all the fair designs I schemed, blasted my gourds* and laid me low.
"Lord, why this?" I trembling cried; "Wilt Thou pursue thy worm to death?"
"Tis in this way," the Lord replied, "I answer prayer for grace and faith.
"These inward trials I employ from self and pride to set thee free,
And break thy schemes of earthly joy, that thou may'st seek thy all in Me."
(* A reference to the gourd that protected Jonah - Jonah 4:6)
Doesn't that say at all? We pray for grace and faith, and assume that God will powder us with divine pixie dust, giving us a calm and serene capacity to shepherd ourselves toward a well-ordered life, with God faithfully blessing our lofty desires. Instead, we may find ourselves locked in battles, both internal and external, that sometimes make us feel as though God himself has turned against us. However, it is all part of God's strategy for transforming us into his image. It is what C. S. Lewis called "severe mercy." So, when we are locked in our black box of trials, we must look with the eyes of faith to see these purposes on the other side:- The potential for greater ministry (2 Corinthians 1:3-4.)
- The potential for greater spiritual completeness (James 1:2-4).
- The potential for greater thankfulness and worship (1 Peter 1:6).
- The potential for eternal reward (Romans 8:18).
- And, as Newton says in his poem, the destruction of "schemes of joy" so that we might find full and complete joy in Him (Galatians 2:20).
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